Tuesday, September 29, 2009

Unwanted Melody III


LATEST ADDICTION


WaveBoarding ;]

- actually it's fun..
but i can't get the hang of it...
i can't balance myself..
but i can't give up right??
i'll do my best!!!
YOSH!!!
think positive...
guys buy your own wave board and get addicted..
so FUN..
LAUGH.LAUGH.LAUGH
think POSITIVE ;]
s000 long..
SASA ;]

Monday, September 21, 2009

OTAKU I

Addictions..

Anime..

This animation...

-so damn funny
Life...


-full of lessons

-full of cute guys

-new inspirations

-new friends

Watching anime, it wasn't just a waste of time... Actually watching it can lessen your stress.. Just laugh, go with the flow.

Don't be afraid to tell the whole world that you're an OTAKU.

Me?? Im not afraid. Im proud to be an Otaku.

These addictions made me realize what life is..

♥ that you should enjoy it

♥ you're the one controlling it no one else...

Sakura Sake.. [ Bloom, Cherry Blossom ]

They will eventually bloom..

You just need to wait..


>> Yunoki,Hihara and Shimizu

LOVE <3

Saturday, September 19, 2009

Unwanted Melody II

Unwanted Melody II

I have always asked myself why? why what?? I dont even know what I wanted to ask...

Im useless.pathetic.unwanted.crazy.bad.loud. what else??

It hurts so much..

If only I can turn back the time and change all those painful memories maybe Im will not be like this.

I just want someone. Im still searching for it.

Someone who can love me and take care of me.

Someone who can listen to my complaines and whinings.

But I've found nothing.

Im all alone. Hurting inside.

I hope that I can have my own happiness...

Hurt.Hurt.Hurt.

Im all alone...

In this cruel world.....

Those painful memories I hope it will fade away soon..

I wanted to start a new chapter of my life..

that is..

full of happiness..

full of ambitions

many friends

a loving someone!!

yeah! Im obssessed with that someone i dont know who!!

But he will come eventually..

I just need to wait..

This is just the prologue...

Next one will be the chapter one..







Wednesday, September 16, 2009

A Thousand of Petals and a Thousand of Tears



Dedicated to: All mothers in the whole world.

A Thousand of Petals of a Thousand of Tears

- A tribute for my mother-

Kresh and SaSa

(1)For me, my mom is a rose. A rose with plenty of petals, leaves and thorns.

(2) But why? Why did I choose rose? There's so many things in this world but why rose?

(3) First of all her beauty. Her natural beauty. Her tenderness, sweetness and gentleness. But behind or below this rose was a stem that supports it and make it stand, which also holds up the thorns.

(4) These thorns illustrate her when she is angry, really angry. You can't touch her because you might get hurt. So, if you dont want to get into trouble, don't mess up with her.

(5) In action or in words? What hurts us more? Action speaks louder than words or words are better than action?

(6) Words hurt more than action, that's what I feel and these things makes me decide that they were the thorns after all. Words, words from her everytime she's angry are the one that makes me cry in my own soft, small and blue bed everynight. Every tears that drops in my large pillow is my own sorrow. I can't avoid my self from releasing tears it is equivalent to a number of words that made me feel doomed.

(7) But every petal that falls from that radiant and dainty flower is equivalent to a thousand of actions that wipe my tears away.

(8) Those leaves that I considered the hands and those soft and rough hands that care for me after all these years. And those hands that carrys me whenever I fall down.Those hands... those gentle, rough, soft, and warm hands.

(9)

but can you imagine that those hands are also the one who will make you cry? The one that will make you feel that the world is against you? And the one that will make you feel in sorrow..

But whatever may happen!!

I Love You Mom!

Kresh and Sasa