Monday, October 26, 2009

Unwated Melody 06

UM 06
'Uchiha Natsume'
It really hurts..
especially when someone.. doesn't want to believe you..
i know I'm lying but..
i just can't take this anymore..
Why?? Why us??
My family?? why??
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why can't he understand my situation..
im studying hard.. just for them..
he's so LOW..
as in..
super.. narrow-minded..
i hate him..
GAWD!!
forgive me!!
but..
i just can;t take this anymore..
im
DYING...

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Unwanted Melody V

I Lab It
I Just can't ADMIT it...
X=UN23
I know Im LYING.. Its not easy to admit something that you're not sure if its true or not.
First one, you dont want someone to expect something from you...
It really hurts though, not being honest with your feelings....
GAWD. Dont know what to do..
Who should I follow?? My heart or my mind!! But both of them are shouting the same thing..
Is it really wise to follow what your heart says??
I dont want to regret my decision..
And deep inside me I know that Im not mature enough to handle those things...
What will other say? That Im one of the Antagonist?? Like who? Karin?? No way in HELL..
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Other said that they were meant to be..
How come??
Do they really like each other??
But the other "one" doensn't want to admit it..
What will happen to the "Oh! so sweet story of the two lovers?"
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The girl was CRAZY.. but no literally.. ;]
She doesn't know what to do.. or who to talk to..
She's too shy to admit her feelings because she thinks that others will just make fun of her..
But the truth ..
She's Dying inside..
She doesn't know what to do..
Maybe in this minute she will going to explode..
They know that they love each other...
They just dont want to admit it..
DAMNATION!!
what will happen to the world if all the people will be like that?
Tell me??!!!
I dont know what to do..
Can't take my mind off you...
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Maybe after 2 years..
The girl can tell him though...
They just need to wait for the right time and the right place....
Think about it..
It's better that way right??
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♥ UN23 / UM05 ♥

Saturday, October 10, 2009

Unwanted Melody IV

Don't pressure me!! I don't know what to do....

- kaz nmn guys.. nakakainis kau. Xempre nakaka ewan qong kau ung nsa place qoh! D ba kau maiilang or mahihiya sa gngawa nyuh! d pa kaz aq ready kya sna maintindhan nyuh!!

Hope that all of you can understand my situation..

Kaz auko ring makasakit...

Nd it's too early...

as in!! wla yan sa plans qoh!!

kht one of my dreams un!! Im not ready tlga!!

Cguro close frend pede!!

pero more than that!!...

mghintay kau ng 2 years..


hnggang sa gumraduate aq!!

ahahahahaha!!!

ung dun pra sa mag supportive...

wag nmn kaung maxadong OA...

especially ung isa jan!! ung nagfe-feeling na character ko sa ff..

kainis tlga!!

well...

sa totoo lng..

I'm speechless


I don't know what to say or what to do

D q tlga alm qng panu aq magrereact..

nd pra dun sa mbahong taong ewan [ d tlga xa mbaho tawagan lng un ]

wag ka nmn ganun!!

oras na mlaman q yang secret muh lagot ka sa kin!!

ahehehehehe!!

Lab yah!! Minna-san!!!

Teehee!!

ja!

10-10-09/6:28 pm.

-sasa♥