Unwanted Melody IX

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UM 09

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>> badtrip aq ngaun soooo be aware sa mga sasabhn kuh

>> alm q masasakit sasabhn ku pero its the truth.

>> From now on, I will tell the truth. Only the TRUTH!

** U know what guyz??

* I hate MATCHMAKERsssssss

>> nakakainiz kaz pinipilit ka sa taong ayaw muh!!

** and ung mraming taong aliw na aliw sa inyu!!

>> grabeh nkaka turn off!!

* bwixit tlga. >.<

>> from now on malalaman nyuh na ung da "original" me!

* hndi na q mgpapaka plastic pa pra hndi mkasakit

* kaz panu ba nmn aq ung nsasaktan!

* GAWSH! d aq papayag! >.<

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BEWARE!!

>> from now on magbabago na quh!!

* makikita nyuh na ung bad side quh!!

> the SNOB

> ung STRAIGHT to da POINT

> ung PRANKA

>> nd dis is me

wla kaung mgagawa.

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guyz please! stop it already!

mabuti pa ung mga friends q.

never aqng ginani2.

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nd u know wat? from now on!!

dont bother!

I hate ur stupid CAMERA!

juz lyk u!

ur sooooo uber stupid!!

nkakainiz ka.

kaz ang tanga tanga muh!!

cnadya kuh ibigay ung LINK sa u!!

kaz i juz want u to know dat ur stupid enough pra mgpaka uber *tanga* pra sa isang guy na never ka nmn magugustuhan!

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and for the other one

U know hu u are!

I hate u bcoz of ur attitude

never muh aqng itulad sa friends muh

coz im not one of them

kaz maxado clang *flirt* nakakainiz!

and ur one of them!

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I hate Ü

forever nd ever.

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auko na! im tired of this game na sa start pa lng auko laruin!

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ja!

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♪ sa ..

Unwanted Melody VIII

Is this really my last post dis 2009??

>> i hope not.

let's see. cnulat quh toh! kaz??

>> (1) naiiniz aquh kay ALIEN!

>> (2) booooooring kaz

>> (3) trip kuh lng.

Let's START about blessings na ntanggap kuh.

>> well first of all. tenxu sa mga taong sumuporta nd ngmahal sa kin.

** especially sa mga frendz kuh. > cj, dane, am, rbes, bianx, ced, yumi bzta an dami.

pero take note hndi kaxali c ALIEN.

>> Ansaya dis year kaz ngaung year ku na-realize na mrami plang taong ngmamahal sa kin!!

* tnx guyz. dhil sa inyuh na feel kuh na im a very special person.

Sa mga new FRIENDS

>> haha! tnx sa inyu!!

p.s > d ku na gagawing english kaz ipapabasa ku toh kay ALIEN! bka kaz hndi nya maintindhan!

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* tnx sa care, sa love. bzta sa lahat lahat!

* always remember dats I love u guyz! nd dat im always here pra suportahan kau.

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The SECOND one is about the ups nd downs of my life dis year.

>> alm nyuh nmn na maxado aqng.

* EMOTIONAL

* SHORT-TEMPEREd

* IYAKIN

* MABILIS MAINIS

>> and alam nyuh na gngawa kuh lht pra mabagu ung mga mali quh!

>> d rin kaz madali para sa kin! judge kau ng judge! plibhasa d nyuh alm pinagdaanan quh

** yan naiiniz n nmn aquh!!

[ hahahahaha]

- tawa rin kau-

>> for starters. sa mga hndi nakakakilala sa kin!!

** hello!!

>> tpos sa skul. an daming taong ngaasar.

* pinipilit ka sa bgay na aiaw muh.

** or more na tao, na aiaw muh

>> guyz! hndi madaling mabuhay sa mundo!!!

** plano kuh na pahabain tong blog na toh wid my whinings, blah.blah., watsoever.

>> minsan iniicp kuh. bakit kaia nging aq c Theresa Montemayor??

** i know n mraming mei glit sa kin!!

* nd guyz!! u know! gngawa ku lht !!

** nd IM SORRY!

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The THIRD one is about my ADDICTIONS

>> to tell the truth!! this year!!

* an bait quh!!

> ang unti ng ANIMe na kinahiligan kuh!!

* compare mu last year grabeh!!

haha!!

** i realize rin dis year na my tamang panahon sa laht ng bagai!!

>> anime

* yan alam nyuh, labs q yan!!

>> hala 12:10 am na.

hahaha!!

>> mgkanu kaia money na save ku ngaun kesa las year?

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BODY SIZE

>> mga matatangkad na tao jan!!

* yoohooo!!

** pra sa inyuh toh!!

>> kaka-reklamo lng sa kin ni bianx, laia naicp ku tong topic <<

>> anu ba! ang yabang nyuh nmn!!

** someday mkakahnap rin kau ng katapat nyuh!!

>> we dont care kung mas mtangkad kau or watsoever.

** etoh ung gus2 ni lord for us sooooo its not our prob.

>> well guyz! for starters *again* never nyuh ipagmalaki height nyuh!!

** bka sabhn nyuh inggit aquh! no wayy!!

* dis 1 is for my frend.

>> kung cnu ka man, i dont care. im not scared of Ü

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next one is NEW MOON or TWILIGHT SAGA

>> grabeh toh! astigin!!

** nakakaadik! grabeh!!

>> nkaka inlab c papa Ed. ;]

hala! nag update c Raven Hime Sama

** haha! nkita quh lng sa notifications

NEVERMIND dat ;]

>> ang gling ni S.M

> she's a genius! XDXDXD

* sana aquh rin makasulat aq ng gnun ;]

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dis one is supposed to be about my Family.

bat lalagpasan kuh na kaz baka umiyak pa quh!!

haha

* u know dat im weak!

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da mooooooooost awaited one is about.

xX ALIEN Xx

>> mrami ang ngtataka kung cnu xa.

* for starters

> isa xang alien. alam nyuh na un!

nd well dhil sa pgiging alien nya.

tuloy nging

** KAKAIBA xa.

etoh ung mga gus2 qng sabhn sa knya!

* pagpasenxahan nyu na po!! qng my mga words na nkakasakit.

>> 1st of all. ALIEN! hndi " kami" naiinggit sa u!

* kaz may mga tao rin na ngmamahal sa min

>> wag ka maxadong FLIRT.

* kaz hndi bgay sa u.

>> wag maxado mataas lipad muh. kaz bka magkaroon ng prob yang spaceship mu nd mag landing ka na wla sa oras.

** well gudluck n lnh

>> d kau bagay

>> wag kang ambixosa.

ADVICE quh pra sau:

>> y dont u try to change ur attitude.

** kaz nakakairita like HELL.

** pra na tuloy aqng tanga nitoh!!

>> ALIEN.

* nkakainiz ka, naiiniz aq sa u!!

* nababad trip aq. tuwing nag oonline ka.

* tuloy napipilitan qung mag invi.

* sana malaman mu n ang lht ng bgay ay may LIMITATIONS.

** sana alm mu din LIMITATIONs muh!!

* kaz cant u see??

- my wall n nkaharang-

tuloy nagmumuka kang tanga .

WELL.

auko muna maglabas ng sama ng loob!

sa DEC. 30 n lng!!

der will be a part 2 of this blog!!

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I LOVE YOU guyz!!

tnx sa lahat lahat!!

muapx ♥

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pls. COMMENT!

share nyuh rin feelings nyu sa kin dali!!

XDXDXDXDXD

save ku rin toh sa LJ kuh!

hahaha!!

labxu again guyz!!

>> Theresa ♥

* yez gnamit ku rin name quh!!

Unwanted Melody VII

UM 07

:"07.23":

" Is it hard? to find yourself again? "

Someone special?? someone u can live without?

It's really hard for me to tell the truth..

Xinu bang hindi??

It really hurts kaz ryt? pag nlaman muh na ung taong mhal mu hndi k pla kyang mhalin....

OA. ryt??

well. FF again ;]

There are things na kelangan itagu. ;]

pero maxakit.. eh.

expecially pag d mu na kaia.

ghe. magpapaka OA n nmn aq..

kelan ba qng last tym nging gani2??

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sabhn nya kaia??

kung gnun tlga??

uhmmm..

sana gnun nga..

kaxu andaming masasaktan ;]

kaz bka meii magbagu..

panu na un?

gani2 un..

ayiiieee ;]]

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11.20.09

new moon XD

excited to see him again ;]

after 1 long year ;]

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>><<

hope that..

someday..

un na nga..

ahihihihi.

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BAJO Ü

' da one nd only '

BAJO fam. ;] XD

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love me, hate me?? I dont care ;]

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>>07.23<<

♥ sasa ♥

Unwated Melody 06

UM 06

'Uchiha Natsume'

It really hurts..

especially when someone.. doesn't want to believe you..

i know I'm lying but..

i just can't take this anymore..

Why?? Why us??

My family?? why??

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why can't he understand my situation..

im studying hard.. just for them..

he's so LOW..

as in..

super.. narrow-minded..

i hate him..

GAWD!!

forgive me!!

but..

i just can;t take this anymore..

im

DYING...

Unwanted Melody V

I Lab It

I Just can't ADMIT it...

X=UN23

I know Im LYING.. Its not easy to admit something that you're not sure if its true or not.

First one, you dont want someone to expect something from you...

It really hurts though, not being honest with your feelings....

GAWD. Dont know what to do..

Who should I follow?? My heart or my mind!! But both of them are shouting the same thing..

Is it really wise to follow what your heart says??

I dont want to regret my decision..

And deep inside me I know that Im not mature enough to handle those things...

What will other say? That Im one of the Antagonist?? Like who? Karin?? No way in HELL..

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Other said that they were meant to be..

How come??

Do they really like each other??

But the other "one" doensn't want to admit it..

What will happen to the "Oh! so sweet story of the two lovers?"

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The girl was CRAZY.. but no literally.. ;]

She doesn't know what to do.. or who to talk to..

She's too shy to admit her feelings because she thinks that others will just make fun of her..

But the truth ..

She's Dying inside..

She doesn't know what to do..

Maybe in this minute she will going to explode..

They know that they love each other...

They just dont want to admit it..

DAMNATION!!

what will happen to the world if all the people will be like that?

Tell me??!!!

I dont know what to do..

Can't take my mind off you...

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Maybe after 2 years..

The girl can tell him though...

They just need to wait for the right time and the right place....

Think about it..

It's better that way right??

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♥ UN23 / UM05 ♥

Unwanted Melody IV

Don't pressure me!! I don't know what to do....

- kaz nmn guys.. nakakainis kau. Xempre nakaka ewan qong kau ung nsa place qoh! D ba kau maiilang or mahihiya sa gngawa nyuh! d pa kaz aq ready kya sna maintindhan nyuh!!

Hope that all of you can understand my situation..

Kaz auko ring makasakit...

Nd it's too early...

as in!! wla yan sa plans qoh!!

kht one of my dreams un!! Im not ready tlga!!

Cguro close frend pede!!

pero more than that!!...

mghintay kau ng 2 years..

hnggang sa gumraduate aq!!

ahahahahaha!!!

ung dun pra sa mag supportive...

wag nmn kaung maxadong OA...

especially ung isa jan!! ung nagfe-feeling na character ko sa ff..

kainis tlga!!

well...

sa totoo lng..

I'm speechless


I don't know what to say or what to do

D q tlga alm qng panu aq magrereact..

nd pra dun sa mbahong taong ewan [ d tlga xa mbaho tawagan lng un ]

wag ka nmn ganun!!

oras na mlaman q yang secret muh lagot ka sa kin!!

ahehehehehe!!

Lab yah!! Minna-san!!!

Teehee!!

ja!

10-10-09/6:28 pm.

-sasa♥

Unwanted Melody III

LATEST ADDICTION

WaveBoarding ;]

- actually it's fun..

but i can't get the hang of it...

i can't balance myself..

but i can't give up right??

i'll do my best!!!

YOSH!!!

think positive...

guys buy your own wave board and get addicted..

so FUN..

LAUGH.LAUGH.LAUGH

think POSITIVE ;]

s000 long..

SASA ;]

OTAKU I

Addictions..

Anime..

This animation...

-so damn funny
Life...


-full of lessons

-full of cute guys

-new inspirations

-new friends

Watching anime, it wasn't just a waste of time... Actually watching it can lessen your stress.. Just laugh, go with the flow.

Don't be afraid to tell the whole world that you're an OTAKU.

Me?? Im not afraid. Im proud to be an Otaku.

These addictions made me realize what life is..

♥ that you should enjoy it

♥ you're the one controlling it no one else...

Sakura Sake.. [ Bloom, Cherry Blossom ]

They will eventually bloom..

You just need to wait..

>> Yunoki,Hihara and Shimizu

LOVE <3

Unwanted Melody II

Unwanted Melody II

I have always asked myself why? why what?? I dont even know what I wanted to ask...

Im useless.pathetic.unwanted.crazy.bad.loud. what else??

It hurts so much..

If only I can turn back the time and change all those painful memories maybe Im will not be like this.

I just want someone. Im still searching for it.

Someone who can love me and take care of me.

Someone who can listen to my complaines and whinings.

But I've found nothing.

Im all alone. Hurting inside.

I hope that I can have my own happiness...

Hurt.Hurt.Hurt.

Im all alone...

In this cruel world.....

Those painful memories I hope it will fade away soon..

I wanted to start a new chapter of my life..

that is..

full of happiness..

full of ambitions

many friends

a loving someone!!

yeah! Im obssessed with that someone i dont know who!!

But he will come eventually..

I just need to wait..

This is just the prologue...

Next one will be the chapter one..

A Thousand of Petals and a Thousand of Tears

Dedicated to: All mothers in the whole world.

A Thousand of Petals of a Thousand of Tears

- A tribute for my mother-

Kresh and SaSa

(1)For me, my mom is a rose. A rose with plenty of petals, leaves and thorns.

(2) But why? Why did I choose rose? There's so many things in this world but why rose?

(3) First of all her beauty. Her natural beauty. Her tenderness, sweetness and gentleness. But behind or below this rose was a stem that supports it and make it stand, which also holds up the thorns.

(4) These thorns illustrate her when she is angry, really angry. You can't touch her because you might get hurt. So, if you dont want to get into trouble, don't mess up with her.

(5) In action or in words? What hurts us more? Action speaks louder than words or words are better than action?

(6) Words hurt more than action, that's what I feel and these things makes me decide that they were the thorns after all. Words, words from her everytime she's angry are the one that makes me cry in my own soft, small and blue bed everynight. Every tears that drops in my large pillow is my own sorrow. I can't avoid my self from releasing tears it is equivalent to a number of words that made me feel doomed.

(7) But every petal that falls from that radiant and dainty flower is equivalent to a thousand of actions that wipe my tears away.

(8) Those leaves that I considered the hands and those soft and rough hands that care for me after all these years. And those hands that carrys me whenever I fall down.Those hands... those gentle, rough, soft, and warm hands.

(9)

but can you imagine that those hands are also the one who will make you cry? The one that will make you feel that the world is against you? And the one that will make you feel in sorrow..

But whatever may happen!!

I Love You Mom!

Kresh and Sasa